Let’s see, what’s the one thing I’ve thought about the most today? Loneliness- how oppressive it can be and on the other hand, some good music, alcohol, coffee and mood lighting… FREEDOM. You’re in this space where you can drink till you black out, provided you keep your phone well out of reach. Can’t have those embarrassingly unfiltered messages getting out into the world. Where was I? Yes, alcohol. But forget that, you can do exactly what you want, nobody judging you for binge watching a series, for eating dinner for breakfast. Yes, I ate Nutella pancakes for din-din. But when I think of it? I could also do this exact same thing with this boy I’m absolutely in love with. And perhaps that is what love is? Being comfortable enough with another person, to share the version of you, only you know!

And while I write about these great tales of freedom, of being alone… I just wish he were here and not 974 kilometres far from me.